Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Lessons in life...

I realize people are in your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. I have had some betrayals in the past year...some people got left in the drama. I choose not to be around the one of the ones who betrayed me but I have to be around the other since he is my son's father. I do keep quite around the ones that have talked their mess instead of being supportive around the time of my break down in life. I say choose your friends wisely...don't air out all your business...they will use it against you in the end! I trust God will bring everything to light & to justice. He has never forsaken me...He has brought me to it & will bring me through it!

BJ might not have been "the one" for me but we share a child together; whether he cares to have a heart or not, that's on him. I have let my anger go but my ego & heart are still hurt. I love him with all his flaws & all...just not in love with him but I know we will never be & I have accepted that & have moved on. I will continue to pray about our situation & that God takes ahold of BJ, since I know there is a stronghold that the devil has on him. I wish him the very best in life but in order to receive blessings he has to make things right in his life. I always said that in order to know it's love you will bring someone in your world & to let them know your flaws & all regardless of what it is & if they can't accept that then it really wasn't love & wasn't meant to be. I hope he realizes this sooner rather than later! But I can't help or lend advice to someone that doesn't want to be helped or accept responsibilities in life.

“Everytime I’ve done something that doesn’t feel right. It ended up not being right”- Mario Cuomo

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