Two weekends was Valentine's & I enjoyed spending my son's first valentine's with him. Even though he doesn't know it yet, he was surrounded by a lot of people that love him & even by the ones that were far, he was still surrounded with love.
I guess til the day that I die, Kaleb will truly be my first love, well after God...I gave him the nickname my love. He has captured my heart from the moment I saw him with his eyes wide open! LOL! I never knew the love I have inside of me as a mother. It is something that I don't think I expected. It's crazy though...but I have accepted what life has given me.
I always said there's different levels of love & I see this type of love, I didn't put on that scale. The love I have for Kaleb's dad, whether he realizes it or not...is just that love, I'm not in love with him but I care about his well being & I guess that will never stop since he makes up the other half of our son.
1 Corinthians 13
"1If I speak in the tongues[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,[b] but have not love, I gain nothing. 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. 13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."
I guess til the day that I die, Kaleb will truly be my first love, well after God...I gave him the nickname my love. He has captured my heart from the moment I saw him with his eyes wide open! LOL! I never knew the love I have inside of me as a mother. It is something that I don't think I expected. It's crazy though...but I have accepted what life has given me.
I always said there's different levels of love & I see this type of love, I didn't put on that scale. The love I have for Kaleb's dad, whether he realizes it or not...is just that love, I'm not in love with him but I care about his well being & I guess that will never stop since he makes up the other half of our son.
1 Corinthians 13
"1If I speak in the tongues[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,[b] but have not love, I gain nothing. 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. 13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love."
